.Sunday, November 30, 2008 ' 5:01 PM Y
miss(understood)
man i really thank God for a fren like Nadira..though we arent owaes sticking wid each other in sch..but at least frens like her to warm ur heart when u're feeling down..thk you girl :)everything is still de same..cold war!! wanted to call dad up..talk to him? at least in here..mummy haf us to tok to and to listen to her torubles..but daddy? he haf no close ones to tok to..frens? not very nice to let pple noe how bad ur family is doing rite? yar i shld call him up tml nite..when mummy's not ard..it's not tad i've to do it secretly..but just tad to prevent mummy from asking weird qns tad may irritate mi or wadeva..best to avoid..it's quite a tense situation..today was tiring..choir practice ended later than b4 i suppose..Christmas is nearing..wad else? busy wid songs to present..for worship, for carolling etc..there are so many upcoming events..whoo way to go!! speaking of which..God gave mi this chance to sing..not even to mention talk..if not for mummy's prayer..i may not even speak properly..so i really haf to rmb this blessing n sing for the Lord..thk God..gosh just now in choir Shi Ping was really bitchy..why does she haf to show everyone tad she's unhappy and make de whole atmosphere so tensed..no one quite dare to rebuke her though..yar i tried once when i was younger..she was so irritating and we owaes cant get along..i scolded her 'idiot' at tad time..and she scolded mi back and we started to quarrel b4 worship starts..tad was so disrespecting to God thinking back now..tskk..yar we were quite silly too..hahaa..now i oso cant be bothered much to rebuke even if i really find her bithcy n feel like giving her a slap..im already this old n haf to act like my age..hais..she's really acting like she's de queen of this whole choir..and we all haf to listen to her..when she raise her voice a little n gif tad black face..no one talks..wad is this? there was even once she talked back to Kok Heng our conductor..he was so nice all along..tad day he just told dem nicely to rehearse one more time and she alone shouted back at him n said '...(scoldings) we are all very tired already ok!" u mean u alone isn't it? 'WE'! so much of 'we'..Tim then said to us..no matter how angry or frustrated u are..nvr let out ur angry in de public and sommore in front of so many pple..cos de one who lose out eventually is u urslf..u're just creating a scene and making a fool of urslf..being so disgraceful, embarrassing, uncouth etc..tskk wad a shame..and she never learns..and noe wad? she's not of my age..she's quite old already..though im not sure of de digits..like at least 5, 6 years older than mi..n she dun act like how she shld be in such situations..she can be quite nice at times..but 75% of de time she's unbearable..to mi :) ohhh wadeva! not my prob..she's just losing out..tads all.. im still so unwilling to study yet..shall try it later though..Labels: perseverance and determination
