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.Saturday, March 28, 2009 ' 9:46 PM Y
miss(understood)

got this from Hui's blog..

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1) spend my last times with my most treasured friends, family, and my lover (if i had one),
2) reading God's word more, meditating by His word,
3) flipping through all the photos taken in my whole life time..

Three Names You Go By:
1) Shanning
2) Miss Yang
3) Ah-mei

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1) s.ning
2) shanning
3) shiroi

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1) my eyes
2) small waist
3) FAIR skin complexion

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1) God's blessing-His chosen people
2) a Chinese?
3) Teochew

Three Things That Scares You:
1) creppy crawling ugly insects/creatures
2) mummy's sudden black face
3) alone in total DARKNESS

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1) consumables
2) mummy's presence
3) hairtie/hairclip/hairband

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1) Avril Lavinge
2) Britney Spears
3) -

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1) that thing you do-the wonders
2) love story-taylor swift
3) lucky-britney spears

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1) LOVE of cos
2) trust
3) honesty

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1) gorgeous looking
2) not VERYVERY hot but a hot body will do :>
3) a good height, preferbly above 175

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1) SHOPPING!!
2) hanging out with my good friends
3) eating good FOOD :D

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1) hanging out with him..a movie, a drink, a meal, or just plain strolling..just the 2 of us :(
2) having a beuaty sleep..seeing him in my dream ;)
3) OUT to somewhere i can feel the cold breeze

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1) SIA stewardess
2) staff nurse
3) primary school teacher

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1) Paris
2) Tokyo
3) Egypt

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1) (too far to think of!)
2) -
3) -

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1) my FACE of cos!!
2) gentle and shy only @ first sight
3) the way i present myself??!?

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. ' 8:59 PM Y
miss(understood)

today 28 March 2009 @ 8.30PM Saturday

now we're in darkness..haha! lighted some candles..so romantic :>

did u participate and do ur part for the Earth?

off your household lights for an hour..just ONE will do :) let's make a difference!

these few days i've been thinking abt one thing..

Jesus's 2nd coming..

what will i see?

and what's after that...

i don't really know how to feel honestly..

elated? joyful? afraid? worried?

i know the standard answer to how i should feel but...

am i ready for it?

how should i face Him?

my 2nd week during this attachment..it's not bad :)

thank God..the NP students are fun..childish should be the word for some..

but i enjoyed their presence :>

working with them made long hours pass faster :)

this week have been busy as compare to the previous week..

partly due to the MBBS examination..

very very busy..the first few days of the week were really momentless to slack..

LOL my own language huhh..

but i rather get busy and finish everything with satisfaction than idling aimlessly and waiting for time to knock off..

tml is Sunday..Lord's day and Monday is nearing..back to work again..

Rozi introduced me to pet society in facebook..haha! i joined and it was kinda fun..

but i've got a feeling i wont be playing it for long..not much variety..

overall i felt that it is a game that will interest you initially when first join..

but as time passes..u'll get bored of it..

but i'll try my best to hang in there till i've complete a proper home for my pet, Miffy :>

went back to school..it was announced to us that one of our modules taken, the result has an error in it..

they will revise everything again and someday next week they will let us know the finalize result..

but they assured us that it's either u maintain your current grade or u get BETTER grade..

i hope i get better grade of cos :) and then i see my GPA getting better :))

3 more days to kor's birthday..his 21 birthday..time is really catching up..can hardly believe it..

haven really thought of how to celebrate his birthday..cos i've no money for all these now..kinda sian man!!

alright that's all for today :) cya again!

good night..

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.Monday, March 23, 2009 ' 11:38 PM Y
miss(understood)

hi dears..had a quarrel with mummy last night..was damn pissed off..cos she's damn naggy..saying all de things i dun wana hear..i rubuked..and de more she nags..

i cried myslf to slp later on..no one noes..only God..

i felt so stressed to even hear her footsteps last night..

dint tok to her since then..we were both cold..

i noe im very bad..wad a naughty daughter..but now i've cooled down..thinking tad i really shld change..i was thinking of a better way to handle my temper last night..try smiling like a stupid fool when she is damn pissed scolding all around ur head..maybe it can help not let de situation get so tensed up..de thing is..i'll look like an idiot..yes true..

today was so touched..she actually left maccaroni for me to eat when i got home..cos i told her before that everytime i work afternoon shift..de break times were early like 5 plus??!? and i will get hungry again abt de time when i get home..so told her to leave some food for mi if possible..and she did..even aft we quarreled..and mi being so mean to her last night..and we haven get back..felt so sorry..

alrite anw..tml is de MBBS exam..de medical students exam..it's gonna be a VERYVERYVERYVERY BUSY DAY!!!!!!!!!!!! de whole entire day! be it u're in morning or afternoon shift..tml time will pass damn fast!!! :>

alrite tads all for today..ciao~ good nite..

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.Sunday, March 22, 2009 ' 10:16 PM Y
miss(understood)

sry i forgot to add..angela's grandpa passed away last night..heard is last stage cancer..but what cancer im not sure..tml choir is going over at night to sing for de wake..i really wana go..i really do..but i cant..im on afternoon shift :(( really sorry..do send my condolences..i rmb that ah-gong when i view that photo on angela's blog..that ah-gong i saw before..just last year..i even went to his house..he was..yes cute..hais..this is just part of God's plan..we will see each other one day :)) it must be hard on de rest..angela, jielin, jiexin, ruth, etc..

tml is monday again..another 5 days to challenge myslf with :> im ready to go..wait..not yet..i haven iron my uniforms!!!! alrite gtg now!

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. ' 6:42 PM Y
miss(understood)


hi people..how's ya week?

i've started on my posting..my first week was...hmm not bad..haha!

had a great time with my new NP friends..they were attached there for 3 weeks too..but it's their last week when we came in..but following week, tml onwards..there will be another batch of NP students coming in for their posting..yepp all are year 1s :>

my SNs &ENs were not bad and some were really good :)) hope i can really learn more and get along well with the other nurses..be it students or not :> and also not forgetting my CIs..LOL!

friday gotta present case study..man really dunno wads de point of it..it's so waste of time..it's just copying and copying..nth really goes in..i prefer our previous posting where my CI just come into the room u're I/C of and ask u all abt ur patient..tads was heiong lor! u haf to noe everything abt ur patients under ur fingertips..each took 8-9 patients depending on de room u're in..but good thing she allow us to refer to our notes..if not really can die..

seems like de medical students are going to haf their exam on tue if im not rong..so tml n tue there will be some changes for us on where will we be shifted to..cos they are holding their exam in the rooms we are appointed to..some MBBS thingy..if im not rong tads de name of de exam..hah! yeah we were all quite looking forward to see some handsome dudes in de following weeks of our posting..cos apprently there were NONE!!! not nurses, not patients..not even patient's relatives/friends..LOL! we're not despos..just that..u noe time and then u need to pamper ur eyes a little by looking at good stuff :P that's how i maintain my perfect eyesight :> NO LAHH! i was really joking on tad eyesight thing ok! haha! im a good girl :>

alrite de previous time was toking abt de NP girl..i dint make myslf to report..i just cant do it la..anw even if she can pass this stage doesn't mean she can pass de nxt one..im sure she will be penalized one day..guess wad? i saw her doing another procedure de nxt few days..she was doing a gastric lavage..meaning washing out wadeva is in de patient's gastric..i really cant stand her doing all these procedures..her gloves were in a mess..full of gastric content..dunno how de hell she mess things up so horribly..and wads nxt? she went to touch the suction apparatus and de tubings..the meter and EVERYTHING with her FULL OF PATIENT'S GASTRIC CONTENT gloves..FYI the contents looks like lau-sai..can u imagine????? she was soooooo ewwwwwwwwww~!!!!!! CMI..REALLY CMI..i cant make myslf cont standing there..so i make my way out..tarhan!!!

other then that..nth much la..i like most of the NP students..haha! oh yar..i was told that one of dem look down on ex-ENs..siao! in NYP ex-ENs were like precious gem ok! in terms of experience and everything else..it's a privilege to learn from them ESP when u're a year ONE!!! aint that obvious? man dunno why these days kids easily look down on pple..they probably dun use much of their brain cells to think..if u even realize..pple from ITE or say..NA from sec sch..most are more humble and hardworking than express classes..too yaya papaya dun lead u to a good and easy life..learn it!


hmmm there was one day, i forgot when exactly..i was late for 6-7 mins..but i did pay back luhh..ya noe..if u're late for 10..u gotta repay 30..if late for 30 gotta repay 1 hr..if more then 1 hr..repay 8 hrs which is actually one whole shift..haha! heng ahh..intended to wake at 10am and leave at 12pm..but overslept till 11.35am..im like wad de??!!!??!!?!?!? it's like less then 30 min in hand luhh! and i usually took 1.5-2 hrs to prepare!!!! (from de moment i wake up to brush teeth, attire, make up, and makan) gosh..i chiong like MADDD!!! i went out aft 30-35 min la..and was late for that few mins..phew!!! cos de journey in de afternoon is abt an hour..and when u reach de stop u have to walk all de way in to reach de hosp..PLUS my block is FAR!!! have to walk all my way in to de block! PLUS it's lvl 7!!! almost every lvl de door will open..i think i run up de stairs still faster than de lift lor!! it was really good thing i dint reach any later..lol! :D

i realized one thing abt china pple..alrite to declare one thing! no offence to china kias out there..but that's really de fact i've observed so far for years..MOST alrite..most china GIRLS have poor etiquette..really..alrite de thing was there was one day i did afternoon shift and was on de bus heading to work..i sat at de window seat..i was doing some reading..later came a woman sat beside me..a short while later..i smell something REALLY BADDD!!!!!!! wasn't durians..even durians were better..serious..wasnt farting smell..but it's around there..her BAD BREATHHHHH!!!!!! super horrid!! i looked at her..cos obviously she's de prime suspect..i saw her opening her mouth..not yawning..just opened slightly..dunno FOR WHAT!!!! close it since it stinks to de core can PLEASE!??!! i just tried to fan a little using my little book, looked to the other side hopefuly she can get it..but apparently it doesn't work..nvm..i tarhan..(i really stinks!!!) then i smell it again..de same STINKO BREATH!! i looked at her again..she knew it lor! then i frowned n fanned harder!! i even purposely let her see me turning that air-con thingy blowing at my direction..and as usual it dint work..de smell keep coming back and then..

she even did one super disgusting action..SCRATCHING HER ARMPIT!!!!!!!!!!!! (why i my life so unpleasant? always get to witness this kinda disgusting stuff???!!!?!) i cant imagine if she dint shave her pits..then maybe outside is warm and she sweat..sit beside me and tot everyone is blind and scratched her itchy pit!!!! wad de HECK IS THIS??? as usual i stared at her..she acted gong..WADEVER! i was still thinking wads de nxt thing she do..smell her fingers that was filled with that 'aroma' of hers..YIKES!! heng ar dun haf!! if not i faint..

eh dun say dun haf ok! i saw this waiter when im eating in a rstaurant..dug his nose..left then right then left again n right again..nvm..use another finger dig earwax..dig left dig right..no gold..how? smell it hopefully when he trys to dig his nose he can get some..and de whole thing just repeat..n wads de best?? digging both ears at de same time and smell it both!!! de manager walked past mi n i showed him wad kinda disgusting waiter he hired..WA PIANG!!

ok sry back to topic..she was scratching her pit rite? nvm..later..one TURBO HIT!! she did de most horrendous thing!!! she YAWNED!!!!!! can u imagine??? she actaully yawned when she can already kill de whole bus just by opening her stinky mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i almost died at that instant! my very 1st reaction (not me..it was human normal reaction) >> FROWN! FAN LIKE SIAO! COVER NOSE! STARE AT THAT ASSHOLE! whaa really wana kick her out of de bus lor! i really buay tarhan when she can actually yawn at least once in 2 mins!!!! im really struggling in my seat..was still thinking if i cont. to stay here..by de time i reach my stop i will smell of de 'perfume' named: "no.1 stinko phoenix breath - made in CHINA!"

i cant make myslf to torture myslf..i started to hunt for empty seats far away from her..i found it..3 seat away upfront..i made my way there..i think it's damn bloody obvious that im pissed off with her phoenix breath..was so glad i was 3 seats away..BUT!!!! maybe i shldn't be tad happy yet..cos..............................................................................i bloody smell de same FREAKING GARBAGE BREATH 3 'MILES' AWAY!!!!!!!! piang ehh!! dun she freaking noe how to cover her gabage mouth??? like 1000 years nvr drink water and brush teeth le lor!!!!! i really felt like alighting de bus just for de sake of getting fresher air..BUAY TARHAN!!! but i will definitely run late if i do so..so i just hope and pray she get down de bus asap..but it doesnt seems like it..my stop was apparetly de last stop..LOL! she got off so late later lor! i kept smelling it at least once in a few mins..since she keep yawning..but im glad enuff it's not tad strong as when i was JUST NEXT TO HER!!! piang! cant stand it lor!!! feels like slapping her garbage mouth and teach her some etiquette..

de thing was..it wasnt de first time i saw this kinda awful behaviour..almost all china pple yawn w/o covering their mouths..lets not even include having bad breaths..tad woman hor..dunno wads de word to describe..makes my blood boil..puke lor! wonder if she's eva out wid her bf..sure 100% turn off n say to her..'this will be de last time we're seeing each other..i going home STAT (immediately)!!!' lol!! please lar girls (esp from CHINA)..cover ur mouths can? and super ESPECIALLY if u haf bad breath..brush ur teeth well and use antiseptic mouthwash can??? drink more water please!!!! buay tarhan!!! really not trying to shoot u guys from china..but it's really awful lar..for u own sake and for de community's sake can??? thank you..HAIS!!!

btw my results were out! i............................................dint fail! ahah! im so surprised!! thank God man! this sem had really damn low confident of my own performance..i really tot i'd haf to retake some modules..but?! i passed ALL!! and grades were better than last sem!! improvements on GPA too :> haha!! so happy..though it's still considered low ok..but im contented that there are improvements..cos i dint expected it..how can u do well when u haf no study break at all? no time to prepare and all..i can pass is already a miracle..once again thank God..that i dun had to bother myslf to study again and go way back to sch to retake paper :)) YEAH!! sry for those who dint make it for some modules..just..do well on ur supp paper k! :)

had a chat with Angela some days ago..updating abt her life..she was also my junior in sch ok! haha! my year 1 junior..coming yr 2 la..guess she's coping well in her posting..haven ask her abt her results..nxt time ba..rarely see her online..and also now im kinda busy too..cos of posting..she's also having her posting now in NUH..yepp hope she will do well for her posting..tad nite was late dint get a chance to ask her abt attending church stuff..she said will tell mi when we chat nxt time..till then..i hope i can get her back in serving church..

had a short chat wid AikBin just now too..haha her knee is getting better..good thing! hopefully everything goes well..and like wad she said..we can come out tgt aft my posting wid Carinna :))

oh yar and tad day when i met up wid WS to pass him his tie at ice-kimo..we went for some dessert there..and de waiter who served us was............................GuoYang if it's spelt this way..hah! surprised..he did some trimming of eyebrow..kinda freaked mi out..and he did a whole lot of tatto-ing..erm actually all i can see is only his 2 arms..so tatoo all de way till his wrist la..dunno where it starts though..it actually took mi some time to recall his name..he was famous back in sec sch lor! for?? ah-beng la of cos!!! and of cos we're not friends..but we just noe each other's existence..hah!

btw sch is staring on 20 April..meaning..i have one more week of break added!! so after my posting..i will have 2 wks of break before sch starts! :)) yr 3 life sure is tough..and i can foresee that it will be like boarding onto a bullet train..nvm i will persist and persevere on :>

my 2 weeks break aft posting was planning on meeting up with:

1) my dears which includes my beiying, ping, peiying & gang..hopefully can find a day when we all are free..
2) and also my new NP frens..they are kinda fun..haha! just ask de whole bunch out..hopefully they can make it too >> sandar, thazin, shirley, eileen, brendon and victor..
3) also one more date with wjing..with Zahirah & Regina..i asked her..with Zahirah or Regina & co.? she says..aiyah just de 2 of dem n no one else la..cos de others nvr initiate anything..only Regina..so just we 4..belated bdae girl's request..too bad!

*if u guys see this..pls haf some reaction..let me noe if u can make it..

4) and not forgetting abt de date with AikBin n Carinna..provided AikBin leg has recovered well enuff to come out to haf fun..HAHA!!

alrite wad a long post..hope it feeds you for the entire week :)) haha see when im free to update luhh :)) and for those who always come and 'stalk' on mi ar..HAHA!! refering to those who only read and nvr tag de..think i dunno who u are huhh..lol! dun let mi list ur name..just tag can? if not it feels so pervertic..like stalking on my life sia! lol!!! k la my eyes getting tired..cya then..have a great week ahead :))

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. ' 6:35 PM Y
miss(understood)

forward-ed email msg:

> Why Women Cry?

> > A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a

> woman," she told him..

> > "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you

> never will."

> > Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for

> no reason?"

> > "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say.

> > The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry.

> > Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked,

> "God, why do women cry so easily?"

> > God said:

> > "When I made the woman she had to be special.

> > I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world,

> > yet gentle enough to give comfort.

> > I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that

> many times comes from her children.

> > I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else

> gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue

> without complaining.

> > I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all

> circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

> > I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and

> fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart.

> > I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but

> sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him

> unfalteringly.

> > And finally, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers exclusively to use

> whenever it is needed."

> > "You see my son," said God, "the beauty of a woman is not in the clothes

> she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

> > The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the

> doorway to her heart - the place where love resides."

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.Wednesday, March 18, 2009 ' 10:59 PM Y
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.Monday, March 16, 2009 ' 9:34 PM Y
miss(understood)



today was my first day of work at Wd 57..everything was quite alrite..CIs look nice n approachable..haha! hope they are really nice when it comes to accessing skills :))


got a grp of NP students..attached here for 3 weeks same as us..but this is their last week..& it's our first..LOL! they're only year 1..yar going yr 2..but caught one NP girl doing her wound dressing on a patient..her aseptic techniques REALLY CMI..A LOT of mistakes..if im de ptt i'll die in her hands..my wound may never recover well..GOSH!


WJ & Seri oso spotted some of her mistakes..can u imagine how badly has she done? wad de heck! n was wondering why no staff or CI access her skills just now..then thinking it was probably cos it's their last wk..n shld haf been accessed b4 so shld be safe for them to do simple dressing on their own w/o supervision..BUT! not for her please! i dun even noe how she get to pass her accessment..in sch or even here..n who is de person who pass her..if im de staff or CI..she sure DIE!!! im sure to scream at her..she's really BAD! forget it..heng not same room..if not i sure high BP every shift..this kinda act is intolerable..must report..cannot let her go out n 'kill' pple..must reaccess her..badbadbad......


plus her attitude towards feedbacks are not good enuff..dint scold her or wad..just pointed to her that she shld stop forcing on de wound as her so called dried blood clots are actually BLOOD OOZING out from de wound..but she actually insisted on till de others cfm to her my claims..her face nvr turned black..but can see tad she is unhappy with us..tsktsk..if u're wrong..n VERYVERY wrong..must listen, acknowledge..and most imptly, amend ur mistakes..n improve on! JUNIORS! PLEASE BE HUMBLE!! that's de only way to survive..dun learn it through de hard way..KID HUHH..hais~

as in not tad we wana yaya-papaya tad we're from NYP (more skilled) or final year soon very pro or wad..we will all grad to become SN ma..our common goal is for de benefit of patients..why wana make life diff? we learn & grow tgt..shld work hand-in-hand..

man! tml is morning shift..wana go slp already..meeting WS for ice-cream at ice kimo aft my dinner..of cos as usual HIS treat..LOL! too bad im broke :))

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.Sunday, March 15, 2009 ' 3:24 PM Y
miss(understood)

ahh..heard abt bigJo dedicating one fat compo abt KW in his blog..how sweet..LOL! yea i kinda agree wid him luhh..thinking back..i haven really seen KW in a bad mood?!?! yarr..he's always smiling..hmmm..has a good temper huhh..

yepp so knowing abt that..i went to kpo kpo..n i found it! :] being Josiah..nth really good will come out from his mouth..we were saying tad bigJo is a guy version of Janetta..n added..he is the small version of Shi Ping..LOL! but dun think Shi Ping is in that cat. any more..she's mature n make sense..kids nowadays dun really make much sense..hah!

was kinda surprised that bigJo will speak good of others..HAH! well guess maybe KW made a diff in some part of his life..good luhh..he's looking up to someone nice enuff..alrite so here it is :]
"Well, as some of my fellow church members know,
Kokwai would be on some trip to the US for 3 months :l. Now that, is long. Very, long.

Well, incase he doesn't make it back, be it Judgement day arrives earlier than expected or something terrible happens, this post shall be dedicated to him. Ain't that sweet? :D
Yea, well, I had some nice, and none of the not-so-nice memories of him. Lets list down some, just to say.

Well, it was a typical Saturday, again. Was preparing to go to YF, and I recieved this sms,
"eh bigjo, coming to yf?"

Being me, I really don't know who the heck was it. So I replied,
"yup".
Then we just chatted, where was I, whatever.

Then it struck me.
Why was I giving out personal information to a complete stranger I don't even know?
So just being cautious, I asked "Who are you, arh?"
"kokwai :)"
"oh. "

Then the conversation ended as I approached church.
That, was one of the memories that I finally knew who the heck was kokwai, and then eventually, we became friends. Haha. I don't think I actually talked to him before.

Here's another one, but it is just a fond one, though.
It was the last childrens camp, until last year, lah.
He was the sort of, person that took care of one section, and it so happened that he took care of my section,
at night.

So I just remembering him shouting "Go to sleep", and shining the torch at me. HHAHAH, funny, but one that would just stay in your mind forever.

Well, there are a few, not so pleasant ones. Like the camp incident. I shall decide not to explain and elaborate on that one. I just know that he was so damn stressed. I thought I saw him emoing? D: I think I tried to cheer him up, lah. If I could make a video of this, it would be damn emo. I think at least 60% of you guys would cry reading that. Even though it would be just text.

Kokwai , IMO, is a very nice person. And when I tried to launch a rebel attack against him, I failed. He just can't be rebelled against. Fine. I didn't rebel. I more of tried to ignore. Alot of the YF-ers were easy. Just think that they were not there, done. I was smsing Junie, saying that Kokwai was impossible to ignore.
He is just always so darn happy and cheerful.
I can't help it. I've never written such a wordy post about someone. Let alone a male. Not that I'm gay. Its just because he is leaving this wednesday, and I guess I hardly ever saw him for the past 2 weeks. Quite sad, ain't it?
Well, kokwai, if you ever happen to chance on this, just remember, you are the most cheerful person I've ever met in my life. Remember that.

God bless,
Josiah. "
end of it..nice huhh..bigJo ok! lol!
so for today..Joy, mummy n Hui..HAH! she's so CUTE rite? feel like taking her home n play..LOL!



alrite so here's for ytd..at YF..haha! me n Carinna cam-whoring in de toilet..edited de photo :] haha i posted it in FB n tagged her..she liked it LOL!


initially was a workshop..but numbers were not enuff..so we postponed it to de nxt..
we've done some sharing instead..and we were discussing abt why many of our church youths dun wana come n join in de fellowship or even left church..mm n those who came n left too..also those who came n STAYED..haha! that's Merrill :] there are really quite a lot if u really wana count them all..one by one..hais..guess it's de same problem every year..pple cant feel de warmth..left out..cant fit in..therefore leaving is de choice they chose..we talked abt it..discussed n shared abt de problems..but we dint actually came up wid solutions..LOL! weird huh..
sometimes i wished i were a boy in YF..cos de guys are so bonded n so fun to be with..n a girl like mi cant really hang out too much wid de guys..and due to de big number of girls..we tend to split up into many diff cliques..cos guys de numbers are quite small..so it's easier..n they are of abt de same era..haha! so dey can clique well..of cos luhh..there are pple like Adrian & KW..no problem luhh..when im younger i hang out with them too..cos Adrian n KW is one yr older than mi only..n they are friends wid kor..so we just play tgt..not very frequent..but if it comes to church friends..i can only think of them..that was very young luhh..like upper pri to lower sec..then changed cliques..my clique kept changing..till recent years it's quite stable..haha! only Adrian n KW stayed..maybe cos Adrian is really friendly n nice to talk to..n KW being de only one who takes de same bus home wid me..like my bodyguard on bus..HAH!
ahh..know what? few days ago i had a very very sweet dream..i dreamt of............ehh i cant tell u..hah! it's someone luhh..i told Hui n she actually told me that she dreamt of her someone too..lol maybe it's de same night LOL! it's so great lor..as in thank God luh..cos dun really have much chances of seeing each other..so even in dreams..im contented enuff..really..don't know if im wastng my time on this partiular..but hopefully..the dream that i wish will come true..
Cinderella:
A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you're fast asleep
In dreams you lose your heartaches
Whatever you wish for, you keep
Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling thru
No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true
tml is MODAY!!! not just a Monday ok! cos attachment starts again for me :(( will be posted to SGH surgical ward..another 3 weeks..hope i can learn as much..and enjoy my posting :))
alrite im gonna end here..will update when i have time :)) take care!

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.Wednesday, March 11, 2009 ' 5:01 PM Y
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eating barley mummy cooked..
so bored..
no DS to play..
dun feel like finishing X-stitch..
no mood to play piano..
no interesting programme to watch..
tiring my eyes here..
KW is leaving..
cant send him off tonight :(( damn it
cant get to eat Popeye..
i sounded so damn emo..cant help it..
yeah have been psycho-ing Hui with this korea pop..haha!! too bad!! :>
TanShaoMay VS ChickenLittle :))
feeling kinda empty now..
maybe i shld go run later..
ram all my worries n troubles away..
hais but i feel kinda lazy..
maybe i shld just stay home n emo myslf..
if i have my own room..and if it rains later it's even better..
gosh i sound damn scary..like some depressed patient..hah!
ahh..maybe later i can try to disturb Hui..she ignored me just now..dumbo tsm!!
maybe it's time for mi to get out for a good hunt..
a bf is good..give me a GOOD & NICE one thank you :))
Hui reco mi this photoscape thingy..have been trying it out..maybe i can do new prints with these photoscape thing :))
*i have not tried my best..

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.Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ' 10:30 PM Y
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haha! Bei Ying is so cute..damn funny..she said she check my blog often..see what im doing..i thought she come in once in a while..cos she oso nvr tag mi de..then she said dun nidda tag one..she SPY on me..DOTS! haha..yar i oso asked her y she nvr join FB cos i cant find her..she oso another one..haha! like me..want, dun want..in de end i managed to convince her..not really convince la..i forced her to join..haha! SUCCESSFUL!! haha! now she asked for 5 min to allow her to join in de league :)) GUAI O BEIYING!

mummy even better..she thought i haven bathe!!!!! WHAT DE!!!!! im not so dirty can mummy? she thought i haven bathe cos de shirt like same..hello i batheD and changED my clothings le!! wha thanks!! pls dun be mistaken..im very clean..is my mummy blur..haha! she's so cute..

ok saw this mv on scv just now..so upload it here..ignore de rapping part..haha de song is at de back..dun like de chorus 'call me call me' part sia..kinda errxin..but de dance not bad la..but i prefer the other one..BUT i dunno de artist name n de song title!!!!!!!!!! SO SADDDD...........so now everyday i will sit n wait for de programme hoping de same mv will show again..de chances are slim i noe..but isnt that de only thing u can do when u are so clueless :))

can hear my playlist too..it's de mv song :))


Call me - Tae Goon

play..and pause it..let it buff :)) then listen to de playlist music..aft that im sure de mv wld haf finish de buffering :))

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.Monday, March 9, 2009 ' 9:29 PM Y
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:)) hello people!! CUTE RITE???? de kitten of cos! :D

oh n HI TO HUI! shall update now..hah!

really nth much to update luhh..nth quite special..

just stay home n rot..even my DS..ermm i meant BRO'S DS..haha not mine..DS is wid Carinna cos Sat i asked her to keep for mi n i forgot to take it back from her..but she's come over to return mi tml..yepp finally..i haven finish my game luh..ahh im still at Phonix Wright but im already at 'Trails n Tribulation' :)) soon will go to 'Ace Attorney'!!!!

heard from Carinna that Adrian is sick..all of a sudden..hmmm hope it's just minor stuff n go off soon..

got this Snapfish thingy from bro..gave mi free prints..i have uploaded de picts i wanted..warhaha~ im gonna receive them soon :)) it's quite cool luhh..they do those cups, calendars, photo books etc..they even do blankets haha!! there are a lots of varieties to choose from..can do for ur loved ones..but sadly for mi i've got no one to do for..haha! not anyone i can think of..

as i mentioned KW is leaving for US for work n travel..cool rite?! i've written my part on his card..de card YF bought for him luhh..it's cute yea? :)) he will like it..haha! Wed sending him off..

today went out with mummy n Hui..kor asocial luhh..haha! jk..but dunno him luhh..like to outcast himself..lol! saw JiaMing..my sec sch GB senior..she dint see mi and of cos i dint call her..nahh we're not that close..actually saw her a few times previously in SGH while on attachements too..saw Samantha also..sec sch mate luhh..she dint see mi too..i guess so..haha!
went for manicure..mum's doing it..walked ard FarEast..so sian when u can only see n cant buy..though mum is there..but she's not really a good 'live-ATM'..a bf is better :)) but we bought some suff too..some shirts..n socks..HAHA! i got myself 2! one or fun..another for my new heels..had fried mars bar..so nice..i like! :)) ate some sashimi & sushi..also dranks some stuff while waiting for our movie to start..what movie?
a very very very UNinteresting movie Hui recommended..what a good show..*applause*..she said this show must have something to do with dogs (since it's slumDOG)..and heard that it's a comedy! how confident..ok lor..bought de ticks n went in..MANN!! k luhh..some parts are lame..some parts are cruel..some parts im lost..some parts are sad some are touching..ohh the movie name is 'slumdog millionaire'..cant find de best word to describe the show..just...........cant say it's not nice..cant really say it's worth watching too..wadeva luhh..
but dun playplay ahh..this movie won award ok! haha!

btw i oso found new things to buy while doing window-shopping just now :)) yea wait for money to come in fers..haha!

got this forward email from Regina..went BLIND after drinking too much water!!! but dun get mistaken..read the whole article! *click on the article*

alrite gotta massage for bro already..cya! :))
~what does it take to find a lost love?
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*Destiny

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.Thursday, March 5, 2009 ' 6:25 PM Y
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hihiii!

now ASAT is over at my place playing PS3 wid bro..hahah!! yahh they just got back aft their 'date' in town! oOps!

ASAT is a damn funny guy luhh..haha he's so cute..from young he n bro are good friends..best of bests lol! look at their sizes..now u see..opposite attracts :))

mummy n ASAT's mummy are very good friends too! and mummy likes ASAT n his mother likes bro too..andandand the most impt thing is his mother likes us..me n Hui..cos she have 3 sons n i guess she wants a girl very much..haha! i would say she prefer Hui..haha more bah nice to play..Hui in de past is auntie-killer de.. can nvr beat her..haha!! but she claims that she doesn't like to attract aunties..cos her cheeks will suffer..lol!

lol our childhood very cue one luhh..childhood memories in church :)) a happy little child has no worries at all..just eat sleep n play..happy living in his own world..so nice being a little kid :))

haha Adrian is really laughing hard outside playing Little Big Planet wid bro..LOL!!i wana go kpo already :D

take care folks! ah btw, KW is leaving soon..for i guess 3 mths? i forgot again..hah! cya!

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. ' 6:04 PM Y
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Welcome you to take the Dessert Personality Test!!

IF all of the eight desserts listed below were sitting in front of you, which ONE would you choose? (sorry, you can only pick one!)

Heard that this is very accurate.

Anw just pick your dessert, then look to see what the psychiatrists think about you.

REMEMBER -No Cheating. Make your choice before you check the meaning..

Here are your choices:
1. Angel Food Cake
2. Brownies
3. Lemon Meringue Pie
4. Vanilla Cake With Chocolate Icing
5. Strawberry Short Cake
6. Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Icing
7. Ice Cream
8. Carrot Cake

No, you can't change your mind once you scroll down, so think carefully about what your choice will be.

OK - Now that you've made your choice, this is what the researchers say about you...

SCROLL DOWN

1. ANGELFOOD CAKE -- Sweet, loving, cuddly. You love all warm and fuzzy items. A little nutty at times. Sometimes you need an ice cream cone at the end of the day. Others perceive you as being childlike and immature at times.

2. BROWNIES-- You are adventurous, love new ideas, and are a champion of underdogs and a slayer of dragons. When tempers flare upyou whip out your saber. You are always the oddball with a unique sense of humor and direction. You tend to be very loyal.

3. LEMON MERINGUE -- Smooth, sexy, & articulate with your hands, you are an excellent caregiver and a good teacher. But don't try to walk and chew gum at the same time. A bit of a diva at times, you set your own style because you do your own thing. You shine when it comes to helping others and have many friends.

4. VANILLA CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING -- Fun-loving, sassy, humorous, not very grounded in life; very indecisive and lacking motivation. Everyone enjoys being around you, but you are a practical joker.. Others should be cautious in making you mad. However, you are a friend for life.

5. STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE -- Romantic, warm, loving. You care about other people, can be counted on in a pinch, and expect the same in return. Intuitively keen. You can be very emotional at times but a true person in every way. You like to do things for yourself and help others learn about themselves.

6. CHOCOLATE CAKE WITH CHOCOLATE ICING-- Sexy; always ready to give and receive. Very creative, adventurous, ambitious, and passionate. You can appear to have a cold exterior but are warm on the inside. Not afraid to take chances. Will not settle for anything average in life. Love to laugh.

7. ICE CREAM -- You like sports, whether it be baseball, football, basketball, or soccer. If you could, you would like to participate, but you enjoy watching sports. You don't like to give up the remote control. You tend to be self-centered and high maintenance.

8. CARROT CAKE -- You are a very fun loving person, who likes to laugh. You are fun to be with. People like to hang out with you. You are a very warm hearted person and a little quirky at times. You have many loyal friends. You were meant to lead and teach others. A wonderful role model.

WHAT'S YOURS??????

:)) i chose Lemon Meringue Pie

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.Tuesday, March 3, 2009 ' 9:48 PM Y
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yo! haha! today i went for a hair cut..Carinna brought me to de salon she use to visit..hmmm it's ok la..but probably wont go there anymore..1stly not very convenient luhh..quite far..and i still prefer hairstylist as compared to hairdresser..
my hair now arr...................maybe just not used to it..Hui said she felt so heart broken for me cos i cut quite a lot..really? ok la..3 inches only..my fringe is like.......................mushroom..quite sad luhh..but i'll try something to make myslf not look so dumb..lol!
still cant accept my own hairstyle now..nvm aft poly grad abt one more year..grow longer then go curl my hair..got time luhh..haha! wait till then still got chance to beautify myslf..lol..
k this is Sat YF..fotos wid Pearly, JiaHui, Carinna..and ME!
this is Faith! cute rite? her twist is so cute! :D
alrite i wana put face mask already..good night! :))

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1. are u aware tad if u skip breakfast, u will actually GAIN weight?!!
2. and in de long-run, u will haf HIGH risk of getting hypertension!
3. do u noe tad if u sit down stright aft u just do any form of exercise, ur BUMS will get super huge!! (so if u haf flat ones & desire a bigger one, congrats!)
4. if u just ate ur meals and try to massage ur stomach, u'll get a big belly!


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