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.Friday, April 24, 2009 ' 9:55 PM Y
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:)) ended first week..still alright..but towards de end of de week im already starting to feel the stressors coming up soon..haha..gonna be damn busy with ICAs etc..

hope i can take it..im afraid i cant catch up ah..information overload..damn sian one..u'll be like "HUHH? where? what toking?.." zzZ..ok maybe not that stupid..im not THAT slow..

haha see that's YekPei posing with WenJing's glasses on..glasses sounds old..specs la..aiyah nvm la anw WJ is old already..HAHAH!! 2 yrs older :p

have been learning OT stuff..everything from theory to practical..top to bottom..inside out..seriously im quite worried for the coming OT attachment..only ONE student is allowed to enter the theater to assist..so..kinda being thrown into a lost jungle..ehh how can a jungle be lost? yeah wadeva~

tml actually booked my sec sch gfs out..but..hais forget it la..damn sian already..next time ba..tml i'll just enjoy myslf staying at home..

oh u guys rmb Shannen? de one that i had conflict with? haha..that stupid blog thingy..hais..thinking abt it..quite lame..aiyah it's always like this when u look back..actually now school starts already and fortunately we're still in de same clique and grp for projs..we're fine now..but at times..just a little of awkwardness..hopefully it'll go away soon..but it certainly it feels good to befriend ur once-upon-a-time-enemy..haha..im mean..we were at that time..of cos! i hated her n she hated mi too..swearing n all at each other..trying means n ways to get each other down..haha..that's..all over now..and it's the best ending to that kind of 'war' among each other..now i return home with a smile on my face..thanking God that all is well :))

rmb guys..hating someone is very very very bad for health..u keep that feeling inside u..u hate him/her night and day..every min every sec..hoping they get langa by lorry or strike by lightning..wadever u can think of..accumulate all of those negative feelings and thoughts inside u..u'll suffer from severe depressions eventually..God bless..

why make ur own life so sad? u want them to get what they deserve and in de end u backshot urslf..not worth..so..let it go..it may seem like the hardest thing to do on earth..but u're actually fighting against urslf only..let it go n u'll really feel the freedom and a great relief of a BIG burden..yeah im speaking from experience of cos..i've got a lot of cases like this man..haha! yeah im not the guai guai kind of girl luhh..im more of..proud..damn proud..but u noe now getting old le la..time to mature..pple change..and so do i..at least it's good that it's a change for the better..

hais acually really kind of want to go out tml..maybe can ask Hui..but..just now like got conflict ahh..i think she still unhappy..hais so hard to please pple..im mean it's just not me to please pple..maybe i shld offer her the last ice cream i have..aiyah but im so hungry lehh..aiyah later see how things go la..haha..

btw seen our work on top? after so much of hardwork..at least now it's much more like a work of scrapbooking..haha..hope she can pass this lap :)

ok i gtg already..cya guys :))

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.Thursday, April 23, 2009 ' 10:36 PM Y
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LES CHORISTES

i love this movie :]

their vioce is just so beautiful and never fails to move me with tears..

Jean Baptise is so handsome..oh he's acting as Morhange..and i like Pepinot.."my dad is picking me up on Saturday" he's so cute..haha! :D Clement Mathieu is such a wonderful & passionate teacher..he's so loving to all the naughthy boys..u guys shld watch it :))

still got research to do..so i'll leave the sharing part tml "]

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.Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ' 8:47 PM Y
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first lesson today was skills lab @ 8am..haven been waking up so early for class..last year i just skip throughout and stroll in school on 12pm onwards..tsktsk..bad example..dun learn..haha..now im trying hard to make an effort to study and follow well..and guess what? im being marked late for first time offence..and it's freaking TWO MINUTES late only..im so pissed! cant she just close one eye? it's only 2 min..even so..it's just first time offence cant u just be more lenient?? and de best part was that im not late cos by being LATE..im late cos i was given a wrong info of the skills lab room! retarded! if not for looking and searching for the non-existing lab room..i wont be 2 mins LATE!! in de end i saw a classmate of mine walking past..also late..so i just follow her..and the room is just there in front of me..walao ehhhh!!!!! she dun give a damn..zzZZ..


today PM Lee and some Thailand Princess visited our NYP Health Science Block..heard that it's more of in our Simulation Based Learning (SBL) lab room..where de non-living manequin can talk to youuuuu~ haha! creepy thing! u can also feel the heartbeat just like REAL! and breath sounds etc. it's just some training ground where they gif u a case scenario and u wont noe what's gonna happen the nxt min..it's to see if u can gif appropriate prompt treatments to ur patients..there was once i kena as the nurse in charge..and my patient DIED ON ME!!! so sad..haha! i rmb his damn voice "*weak* missy~ missyyy~cannot breathe~ cannot breathe~" us: "wait wait!" wait till die..LOL! ok that was in de past..kan chiong of cos la!! haha!


ok Regina used my fone to take this scary foto..i freaked out when i see this..lol! i dint noe she used it to take this kinda pict..haha! tml gonna learn scrubbing in OT..heard that it's really SCRUB!! it's a damn tedious process..why? i'll tell u guys again..haha! alright im off to complete my sch work..ciao~

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.Monday, April 20, 2009 ' 9:46 PM Y
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ahh today class started at 12pm and ends at 6pm..ok la not bad for the start of the week..but tml my class starts at 8am..ok what can i say..my lab lecturer is kinda particular re our attire..so gotta do up my hair tml..wear pants and no flip flops..hais..hate sitting on the floor..heng it's still considered clean..but de best part is when my leg starts to numb..hate it man..my butt is not 2 pieces of thick cushion lor!! whatever..i have to deal with it..solution >>>tarhan..conclusion >>>sian! the most worrying part is being late for her class..i guess from the way she made clear to all of us..even for first time offence..sorry no chance :)) thank you! i have to really chiong tml morning..

my resolution for being a year 3 student..DO NOT skip any of the lessons..lect/tut/lab everything..be a good student..so that means 100% attendance for all modules..ok please dun be tempted..have to keep in mind..i guess it wont be that tough..haha!
heard that there's this new policy coming up..we have to take our height and weight and calulate our BMI..yepp each of us..some ProHealth Clinic thingy they set up..so if ur BMI is below or over the normal range..there you go..to the clinic..erm it's within the school compound dun worry..ah im the one who should be worried..cos im below!!!!! retarded..how i wish i can gain more bone mass..alright im sure to get in..but nvm..my class has lots of overs! haha! we can all go tgt..lol!

haha today first day of school..for all of us!! so many noobs around..haha!! im like so senior la! cool..i love it..just like when i was promoted to sec 4 years ago..IM THE BOSS NOW :DD u noobcake!!

last night was tidying the mess on my desk..and i sorted out some old & rotting love letters..haha!! so funny! i wonder if i allow them to refresh their memory on what they wrote to me long time ago..they'll bang their head on the wall and wish to die..LOL!

yeahh all with my name on the top cos it's TO: SHANNING :D
aiyah sec sch stuff la..when u're too poor to own a hp or..in my case got confiscated..HAHA! yeah im always in trouble no doubts :)) that's how i learn..through the hard ways..haha! im a tough bitch :> mm im just repeating what Jennifer Garner said in 13 going on 30 :P
man! got so irritated by bro now..why? i really cant stand pple shaking their leg(s)..freaking ugly..it's like..what the heck are u shaking? u having spasm??? it's super duper ugly..really feel like chopping off his legs..ugly boy!! arghh :<
Hui's 'h/w' doing scrapbooking..her employer asked to to unleash her talent within her..HAHA! hmmm but i think that's more like..cut & paste..it's hurting..but kind of the fact..i wonder what kind of remarks will she get..hope she can take it..

ok im off to do my hw..btw my lab manual this sem is like 4 times thicker than the past few sems..it's like..WHAT IS THIS??? im going nuts sooner or later..the topics are so super duper broad!! okok no more no more..im going off..cya! :)) have fun in school or in work..haha! ahh or maybe at home slacking :)

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.Sunday, April 19, 2009 ' 7:36 PM Y
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hi folks..tml is the start of my year 3..not quite sure if im ready for the great challenge..but well what can i do? FACE IT SHANNING!! yeah wadeva~

haha sad Regina..saw her tag telling mi that she has class at 8pm..tsk..damn sian sia! i wonder what time will the whole thing end for her..hah!

today my princess Roxanne was so super duper cute luhh..the whole congregation was praying..and when i looked up i saw her sweet little face smiling brightly and waving hard to catch my attention..damn cute rite! feel like grabbing her over..haha! yeah as soon as i smiled back she got down de bench and ran over to me..haha! treated her a little sweet..and as usual..haha she showed me her mosquito bite on her little calf..haha sweet thing :))

went back choir for my service to God..how should i put it..hais..i have to recognize what i am doing and who i am doing it for..so in this case..it's for the Lord and here i am! back on my service here..yeah i guess i have more reasons to stay in there..it's a blessing from God that i can sing for Him..

so i asked John.."when are we presenting?" he said.."next week", "HUHHH!!!!" yah that was my reaction..everyone looked over..haha! i mean why do i always only have ONE practice before the real thing? but i guess today's practice was ample..anw i can play the chords myslf if i wana refresh my memory :)

over the past 2 weeks of weekends i went out with 2 old friend of mine..and both named Jun Liang..haha! ok one is Jerryboy and the other was Chris..yeah both are nice pple..

ahh yah my timetable..sick man! think tml print in school..what's de point of having a printer with no freaking INK??!?!??!!

haha my pet won first in place..but now dun feel like playing le..damn bored..not interest in it anymore..

ok i've got things waiting for me to do..have a nice week and see you guys again then! :)

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.Wednesday, April 15, 2009 ' 1:19 PM Y
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Roxanne very cute rite? :)) she's like a little princess..if in future my daughter is this beautiful..lol! i like it when she comes running to find me after her sunday sch..and show me all the crafts she made during class..and her sweets and snacks she 'collected' for the day..once she even showed me her mosquito bites and the little scar she sustained on her leg..haha she's so cute :))

that Sunday Andrew had his baptism..congrats! haha! that's a happy occasion :)
met Jerryboy for dinner after that..lol he's so fun..yar of cos we had fun..mm he treated me that day..i like the food there..it's at Cine the Japanese restaurant..2nd lvl..the one right after u take de escalator up..i've nvr eaten there before..lol he said it was his first time eating there too..haha..i thought he went there before since he's the one who suggested dining there..
ahh btw he mentioned working as a chef at B1 de Cafe Cartel..lol! whaa a chef huhh!! i love chefs! cos i can get delicious food out of them..haha!
he mentioned to me before abt him and his gf..or shld i put it EX-gf..poor Jerryboy..he's too faithful..i don't mean being faithful is no good..but..hais..i just think that it'll be a waste to wait on her..cos even for a 3rd party like mi hearing about what has happened..i dun feel that the outcome will be any better..i've talk to him about it already la..but he insisted on waiting..then..too bad la..i've tried my best..just hope that..he can survive through even for the worst-of-the-worst situation..
ahh right..a few days ago i had a great chat with an old friend of mine back from secondary school..lol! found him on fb..hard to rmb when was the last time we had a chat..haha..ages! okok try counting back the years..let's see..about 6 years? haha! now i felt like a dino..
alright all of a sudden i had craving for kfc chicken!! man!
new timetabe was released..and i cant freaking print it out..why? i dont know..im kinda of like a computer idiot..lol! later korkor come back then ask him help mi wid it luhh..this kind of thing..i always haf to ask guys abt it..alright how can i live without them..hah!
ok here is Pink - Please don't leave me
if im the guy..i WILL definitely leave her..she is..............................................insane & totally scary!!

Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da,

I dont know if i can yell any louder,
How many times have i kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da da da
I can be so mean when i wanna be,
I am capable of really anything,
I could cut you into peices,
But my heart is, broken.
Da da da da da

Please dont leave me [x2]
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me
How did i become so obnoxious,
What is it with you that makes me act like this,
I've never been this nasty,
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest,
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest,
But baby i dont mean it,
I mean it, I promise
Da da da da da

Please dont leave me [x2]
I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me
I forgot to say outloud,
How beautiful you really are to me,
I cant be without,
You're my perfect little punching bag,
And i need you,
Im sorry.
Da da da da
da da da da

Da da da da da
Please, please dont leave me
Baby please dont leave me (No, dont leave me)
Please dont leave me I always say how i dont need you
But its always gonna come right back to this
Please dont leave me (No, Dont leave me)
I always say how i dont need you,
But its always gonna come right back to this,
Please dont leave me,

Please, Please dont leave me.

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.Friday, April 10, 2009 ' 9:14 PM Y
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today is Good Friday - Christ crucifixion

this morning service was at 10 am..
choir sang beautifully..i love the first piece..
message was about Seven Last Words of Jesus

Here are his Seven Words, the last seven expressions of Jesus Christ on the Cross recorded in Scripture.

THE FIRST WORD
"Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they do."

Gospel of Luke 23:34

[父啊!赦免他们,因为他们所作的,他们不晓得]
路23:34

THE SECOND WORD
"Truly, I say to you, today you will be with me in Paradise."
Gospel of Luke 23:43


[我实在告诉你,今日你要同我在乐园里了]
路23:43

THE THIRD WORD
"Jesus said to his mother: "Woman, this is your son". Then he said to the disciple: "This is your mother."
Gospel of John 19:26-27


主对母亲说:[母亲,看你的儿子],又对约翰说:[看你的母亲]。
约19:26-27

THE FOURTH WORD
"My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?"
Matthew 27:46 and Mark 15:34


[我的上帝,我的上帝,为什么离弃我?]
可15:34

THE FIFTH WORD
"I thirst"
Gospel of John 19:28


[我渴了]
约19:28

THE SIXTH WORD
When Jesus had received the wine, he said, "It is finished"; and he bowed his head and handed over the spirit.
Gospel of John 19:30


[成了] 主在十架上为我们完成了 [救恩]。
约19:30

THE SEVENTH WORD
Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Father, into your hands I commend my spirit":
Gospel of Luke 23:46


主临终大声喊着说 [父啊,我将我的灵魂交在你手里]
路23:46

reference:
http://www.jesuschristsavior.net/Words.html

i love the 4th word..it just touches me..deepest..
“My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

Jesus spoke the language at that time saying.. (i forgot what language :C .)

“Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani?”
which means, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?”

and on top of Jesus' cross..there were few letters.. INRI what were they?



What does INRI mean, the sign on top of Jesus' cross?
The Latin form of "Jesus of Nazareth, the King of the Jews" is "Iesus Nazarenus Rex Iudaeorum"
The first letters of this title provides us with INRI.


so actually..maybe.."Eloi, Eloi, lama sabachthani" was Latin too? ehh im really just guessing..hehh..
...............................................................................................

went K-ing with mummy and Hui shortly after we reach home..suddenly mummy got de craving..so we went tgt..sang for 2 hours..it's NOT ENOUGH!! but ok la..just for fun..it's like my first time singing with mummy and Hui luhh..haha..not bad..quite cool :))

have lots of things to do..and im taking my real sweet time..im truely a snail..

ok im done here..as usual i cant post any picts up..idiot! alright it's really not w/in my control!

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.Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ' 3:19 PM Y
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went to NDC..my dentist said it's still the same problem..im getting so sick of wearing braces..wana get them out asap..it has been 3 YEARS and a month plus!!!!! i got a feeling that it's gonna take longer than that..it's not even close to near taking out..maybe end of this year? so sian! anw i think even if i take it off..i wont be satisfied with the end result..dunno why my previous dentist have to leave..i mean i know why..but..hais..i should have just gone with her..she's better..but whatever it is..i'll just go with my current dentist now..not much of a choice now..just pray that she's smart enough to get me out of here!!!!

oh about Botanic..nth much..just enjoy and have fun..photos not accumulated yet..will upload all in a shot once i get them all..

received Javed's email..we knew each other during my 1st attachment in SGH renal ward..and he was my patient's son..she had 3 sons and he was one of them..they came from Bangladesh..i cant imagine..they are freaking rich! they brought their mother to Singapore for treatment! in SGH! in a B1 class ward!! and it wasn't a short stay..can u imagine de expenses they need to handle? they had been staying in hotel the whole time till they decided to return after the treatment..

they love me..they take me as their little sister..they are all very nice..i remember how we started to chat and became friends..cos it wasn't all so ordinary..i guess im a lucky girl to get close to them..LOL! anw their english were power..cos! de eldest son migrated to de states with his immediate family..guess it's for work..but not sure if his children were born there or what..anw they're rich..and one worked for a bank..let me think..citibank..he gave me his name card..a manager if i rmb correctly..and de youngest one set up his own business..i believe they're considered living in the high class society back in Bangladesh..they told me that if i ever have a change to go to their country..do let them know and i will not need to stay in a hotel..cos they will reserve me a better place..their house..they said their place was huge! and i can bring all my relatives and friends to stay in..wad the! im starting to imagine what kind of place they're staying? a palace? whoo~

i can see that 3 of them were really filial..always there staying beside their mother..all drop their work and bring her over..and be WITH her throughout her whole stay..and don't think they're just some laymen..they're very knowledgeable! about this insulin stuff..how they taught me about it..whether to adminster or not..in what kind of situation..to be honest..wen they're trying hard to make me understand..i really understand NOTHING!!! lol but i rmb he actually asked me to do a return demo..WAD THE!!! how u know im faking it?? LOL! anw they are VERY nice pple..they always offered me food..(erm actually most of my patients and their relatives offered me food..HAHA!) they always like me to drop by their room after im done with my stuff to have a chat with them..cos they're damn bored down there..hah!

they said..the next time when they're here for a real tour in Singapore..they will call me up and i shall be their tour guide..im not really confident of being their guide..but i will be most glad to meet them up and do my best to make them enjoy their stay :))

when she was discharged..i bought a big sunflower and made a card for her..she was smiling so brightly :)) and we still remember each other's promise..if i ever go over i shall find them (they gave me their namecards) and if they ever come over they will look for me too :) we exchanged emails..and true enough..we still keep in contact..not as frequent..but im so glad they still remember me..when they're so busy with their own work/business and family..and their sick mother..

a few weeks ago i received an email from them..telling me that their mother passed away a few months ago..peacefully and they are all by her side :(( and they said they still remember that they had a little sister back here in Singapore..i kind of miss them :((

alright i remembered this recent posting i had a chat with this patient of mine..then out of the blue..he said to me.."i need to tell ya something..if u're ever sick of being in this line..what u can go try tourism..u're really good!"

he said to be in there..u don't need whatever dip in tourism all this bullshit..u just need 2 things..
1) attitude (in the good way of cos)
2) face (acceptable looking face luhh!)

"u've got both! go for it!" yea thanks..but im happy here..i'll go for SIA instead if i wana drop nursing..

he manages his own company..he mentioned to me that he is working on his new proj..some 3D world? i don't really know how to explain..he asked me to check out his web..amazingworlds..something liddat..if im wrong..i got this feeling that this proposal is gonna work..i mean..it's good..he showed me too..from his phone..if it's me i would buy it..it's good..he will earn big bucks man..lol..

“就算全世界的人都看扁你,抛弃你,你也不能放弃自己。”

guess this was what he experienced before..

he told me about how he managed to get this far and stuff..and he sure had lots of lobangs..aiyah pple manage own business ma..he talks with confident..and he's really serious about pulling me into that tourism thingy..he really knows a lot huhh..anw it's ok..i dun wana think about all these complicating stuff again..about what i wana be..how should i go achieve them..it's so boring..i've got my aim here and im going for it..don't show me the other side of the grass..

oh btw my gpa is better after they revised the module papers again..rmb previously i said abt this going back to sch cos they wana let us know that they made an error..so they will let us know the new results again..but they assured us that it's either grades will be de same or even better..and for me..IT'S BETTER :DDD i've got a better grade..and my gpa too..so happy :)) thank God :))

good Friday..is on this Friday :)) or maybe u wana call it..Easter day..it is a day we remember how Christ died on the cross for us..yea as usual i'll cry again..this always happens every year..it's just so touching..to know someone who went through all these sufferings just for our sins..thinking about every details makes mi so emo again..but u'll rejoice after that..cos it's just so relieving that He has burdened all these for us..

alright don't blame me for such a wordy post..cos im really having a hard time posting up picts..it's really lagging..guess it's not a good time to upload..will try nxt time ;p

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. ' 3:06 PM Y
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love this song..somehow i felt that their story was really touching..they went through so much to get together..good thing they can finally be together..i love the ending :))

(Jai Ho)

(Jai Ho)I got (I got) shivers (shivers),

When you touch away,

I'll make you hot,

Get all you got,

I'll make you wanna say (Jai Ho)


(Jai Ho)


I got (I got) fever (fever),

Running like a fire,

For you I will go all the way,

I wanna take you higher

(Jai Ho)

I keep it steady Cuz steady is how I feel it.

This beat is heavy, so heavy, You gon feel it.
(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,

(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I still believe,

(Jai Ho) You are my destiny, Jai Ho! Uh-uh-uh-oh!

(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us

(Jai Ho) Nothing can ever come between us,

(Jai Ho) So come and dance with me, Jai Ho!

(oohh)


Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me,

I want you now, I know you can save me,

come and save me, I need you now.

I am yours forever, yes, forever, I will follow,

Anywhere in anyway, Never gonna let go.


Jai Ho


(Jai Ho) Escape (escape) away (away),

I'll take you to a place, This fantasy of you and me,

I'll never lose the chase. (Jai Ho)


Yeaahhhh (Jai Ho) Yeaahhhh


I can (I can) feel you (feel you),

Rushing through my veins,

There's an notion in my heart,

I will never be the same.


(Jai Ho)Just keep it burnin',

yeah baby, Just keep it comin', (Jai Ho)

You're gonna find out, baby, I'm one in a million.


(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,

(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I still believe,

(Jai Ho) You are my destiny, Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!


(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us

(Jai Ho) Nothing can ever come between us

(Jai Ho) So come and dance with me, Jai Ho! (oohh)

(You and me, it's destiny)


Catch me, catch me, catch me, come and catch me, I want you now,

I know you can save me, come and save me, I need you now.

I am yours forever, yes, forever, I will follow,

Anywhere in anyway, Never gonna let go.


Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho (Yeeeaaahh), Jai Ho


I need you, Gonna make it,

(Jai Ho) I'm ready, So take it!


(Jai Ho)You are the reason that I breathe,

(Jai Ho) You are the reason that I still believe,

(Jai Ho) You are my destiny, Jai Oh! Uh-uh-uh-oh!


(Jai Ho)No there is nothing that can stop us,

(Jai Ho) Nothing can ever come between us,

(Jai Ho) So come and dance with me, Jai Ho! (oohh)

(You and me, it's destiny)


Jai Ho!
Baila baila! Baila baila!
Jai Ho!
Baila baila!
Jai Ho!

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.Sunday, April 5, 2009 ' 12:14 AM Y
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saw this in Pei's blog..think it's quite nice..


The girl in the picture is Katie Kirkpatrick, she is 21. Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23. The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US. Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication. In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of quimo to end.


In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weight loss.




An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that ketie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well. The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see her son marrying his high school sweetheart.


Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube, listening a song from her husband and friends.






At the reception, katie had to take a few rests.The pain do not let her to be standing up for long periods.


Katie died five days after her wedding day. Watching a women so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think..... Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it last. We should stop making our lives complicated.
Life is short
Break the rules
forgive quickly
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

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