.Saturday, February 21, 2009 ' 8:25 PM Y
miss(understood)
hp bill came..sian! there's a rise fm previous mth..hate to pay bills..nvm i must look at de brighter side..in de near future my bf will pay for ALL MY EXPENSES!!!!! :DDD muahahahah~!! speaking of which, just now had dinner wid YF..that ASAT was damn sick..match-made me n John when John is right behind me..WAD DE??? thanks man! he said 'nvm we're very open one..hahah!' i replied 'sorry im very closed..' how am i supposed to say anything when he's so direct n John is just behind me??? he's really like..trying very hard..putting all his efforts to 'SELL' his 'product' to me sia..convincing me how good his 'product' is..haha! he n Carinna same pattern sia..aiyah apperently everyone is de same..when they wana intro me guys fm church..1st choice CFM JOHN!! i can already predict..Carinna better..2nd choice gif mi KW still ok..3rd choice gif mi who u noe? AIKHUI!!! wha i cant see de link..not to say out de bad things la..but whoeva noes his 'pattern'..erm if u like u can consider him urslf..but it will nvr be me..hello how old is he? not my age grp..no looks..not saying i only go for looks..but he's way too OUT!! n his character..my hair will stand when i see de way he do things..buay tarhan..Carinna best..thank you! put AikHui as a choice for me..not even an option ok please..dun haf Tian En gimme AH..k la at least got KW..
but ASAT n Carinna said similiar thing..'ermm..KW ar..he's kinda diff to fish u noe?' yar dunno if he's playing hard-to-get..wad they said is kinda true i must admit..he has all de qualities im looking for..of cos de guy i look for must be tip-top! at least have some substance luhh..so if i eva wana find a guy like him it's really like one in a million..hey they're trying to say that im not up to de standard for KW?? thanks! am i that bad? hah anw..let's stop talking abt him..but just now ASAT talked abt mi n John was really awkward..but we're able still smile off la..yeah already warn him not to make de situation so awkward nxt time..dunno if he'll get tad in his head..haha! he's a cute joker..haha!but seriously John is not my type luhh..shd reserve him for other younger girls who need him more..lol! for me what i think is if really wana find a bf fm church..hmmm really tough..hais in Faith Church de guys availablility is very limited..not much to choose fm..wana narrow to my age grp? de no. gets even smaller..wana talk abt my type of guys? either taken or it's barely possible..de rest? can skip! lol..hais im turning 20 this year man..my plan was to start hunting for a serious bf when i step in 20..till 22 it's max already..die die must get one..n get started..a few yrs later see how things work out..but..aiyah talk so much, plan so much, wads de use? everything still lies in God's hand..so just leave it to Him la..if it's time then..everything will go His way..back to de same thing..pray and.................W-A-I-T :))today my ulcers are kinda.........better? some are not as painful..but still not getting smaller..but at least it's not as pain..it's good enuff..thank God..just now only ate ice-kachang for dinner..maybe ltr will get hungry again..dunno wad can i eat..im having difficulties eating solid food..oats or porridge is still ok..cant be hot or spicy..so poor thing..cant enjoy food :<k just got back not long..wana go bathe already..ciao~
*meanwhile if got any good quality guys rmb to intro ar! we can talk abt de standards privately..hahah!! ASAT n AikBin noted..LOL!
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