.Wednesday, April 8, 2009 ' 3:19 PM Y
miss(understood)
went to NDC..my dentist said it's still the same problem..im getting so sick of wearing braces..wana get them out asap..it has been 3 YEARS and a month plus!!!!! i got a feeling that it's gonna take longer than that..it's not even close to near taking out..maybe end of this year? so sian! anw i think even if i take it off..i wont be satisfied with the end result..dunno why my previous dentist have to leave..i mean i know why..but..hais..i should have just gone with her..she's better..but whatever it is..i'll just go with my current dentist now..not much of a choice now..just pray that she's smart enough to get me out of here!!!!
oh about Botanic..nth much..just enjoy and have fun..photos not accumulated yet..will upload all in a shot once i get them all..
received Javed's email..we knew each other during my 1st attachment in SGH renal ward..and he was my patient's son..she had 3 sons and he was one of them..they came from Bangladesh..i cant imagine..they are freaking rich! they brought their mother to Singapore for treatment! in SGH! in a B1 class ward!! and it wasn't a short stay..can u imagine de expenses they need to handle? they had been staying in hotel the whole time till they decided to return after the treatment..
they love me..they take me as their little sister..they are all very nice..i remember how we started to chat and became friends..cos it wasn't all so ordinary..i guess im a lucky girl to get close to them..LOL! anw their english were power..cos! de eldest son migrated to de states with his immediate family..guess it's for work..but not sure if his children were born there or what..anw they're rich..and one worked for a bank..let me think..citibank..he gave me his name card..a manager if i rmb correctly..and de youngest one set up his own business..i believe they're considered living in the high class society back in Bangladesh..they told me that if i ever have a change to go to their country..do let them know and i will not need to stay in a hotel..cos they will reserve me a better place..their house..they said their place was huge! and i can bring all my relatives and friends to stay in..wad the! im starting to imagine what kind of place they're staying? a palace? whoo~
i can see that 3 of them were really filial..always there staying beside their mother..all drop their work and bring her over..and be WITH her throughout her whole stay..and don't think they're just some laymen..they're very knowledgeable! about this insulin stuff..how they taught me about it..whether to adminster or not..in what kind of situation..to be honest..wen they're trying hard to make me understand..i really understand NOTHING!!! lol but i rmb he actually asked me to do a return demo..WAD THE!!! how u know im faking it?? LOL! anw they are VERY nice pple..they always offered me food..(erm actually most of my patients and their relatives offered me food..HAHA!) they always like me to drop by their room after im done with my stuff to have a chat with them..cos they're damn bored down there..hah!
they said..the next time when they're here for a real tour in Singapore..they will call me up and i shall be their tour guide..im not really confident of being their guide..but i will be most glad to meet them up and do my best to make them enjoy their stay :))
when she was discharged..i bought a big sunflower and made a card for her..she was smiling so brightly :)) and we still remember each other's promise..if i ever go over i shall find them (they gave me their namecards) and if they ever come over they will look for me too :) we exchanged emails..and true enough..we still keep in contact..not as frequent..but im so glad they still remember me..when they're so busy with their own work/business and family..and their sick mother..
a few weeks ago i received an email from them..telling me that their mother passed away a few months ago..peacefully and they are all by her side :(( and they said they still remember that they had a little sister back here in Singapore..i kind of miss them :((
alright i remembered this recent posting i had a chat with this patient of mine..then out of the blue..he said to me.."i need to tell ya something..if u're ever sick of being in this line..what u can go try tourism..u're really good!"
he said to be in there..u don't need whatever dip in tourism all this bullshit..u just need 2 things..
1) attitude (in the good way of cos)
2) face (acceptable looking face luhh!)
"u've got both! go for it!" yea thanks..but im happy here..i'll go for SIA instead if i wana drop nursing..
he manages his own company..he mentioned to me that he is working on his new proj..some 3D world? i don't really know how to explain..he asked me to check out his web..amazingworlds..something liddat..if im wrong..i got this feeling that this proposal is gonna work..i mean..it's good..he showed me too..from his phone..if it's me i would buy it..it's good..he will earn big bucks man..lol..
“就算全世界的人都看扁你，抛弃你，你也不能放弃自己。”
guess this was what he experienced before..
he told me about how he managed to get this far and stuff..and he sure had lots of lobangs..aiyah pple manage own business ma..he talks with confident..and he's really serious about pulling me into that tourism thingy..he really knows a lot huhh..anw it's ok..i dun wana think about all these complicating stuff again..about what i wana be..how should i go achieve them..it's so boring..i've got my aim here and im going for it..don't show me the other side of the grass..
oh btw my gpa is better after they revised the module papers again..rmb previously i said abt this going back to sch cos they wana let us know that they made an error..so they will let us know the new results again..but they assured us that it's either grades will be de same or even better..and for me..IT'S BETTER :DDD i've got a better grade..and my gpa too..so happy :)) thank God :))
good Friday..is on this Friday :)) or maybe u wana call it..Easter day..it is a day we remember how Christ died on the cross for us..yea as usual i'll cry again..this always happens every year..it's just so touching..to know someone who went through all these sufferings just for our sins..thinking about every details makes mi so emo again..but u'll rejoice after that..cos it's just so relieving that He has burdened all these for us..
alright don't blame me for such a wordy post..cos im really having a hard time posting up picts..it's really lagging..guess it's not a good time to upload..will try nxt time ;p
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