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.Friday, January 30, 2009 ' 8:07 PM Y
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today this scene kept flashing back..de sentence kept running through my brain..

".........i've always look good in you..but u've disappointed me today..go and do some refletions yourself......"

wah piang..aft i heard this coming from my CI..im like super sad luhh..my tears started to flow out man..but of cos i tarhan till aft she left..was damn sian..very sad..embarrassed..n disappointed in myslf..

she told me tad was because during a dressing procedure..i left out de surgical handwash..

but im more disappointed in my own overall performance during these few weeks..not just tad surgical handwash thingy today..also cos i overlooked de minor but basic things happening..actully is lazy n cant be bothered..resulting in neglecting and forgetting..hais..shld start afresh nxt week..will be assigned to another 2 rooms..gotta adapt again..no prob man..i can adapt within 2 days..haha!!

but actually after tad dressing procedure CI accessed me.. a SN(staff nurse) asked mi to do one more dressing on another patient..this time it was so much better..quite successful..went smoothly..got everything right..n i dint leave anything out..just unsure of de bandaging part and she gladly take over and teach n show mi..good nxt time i can do all on my own..and i will show CI my capabilities and not disappoint her again..

im damn tired..these 2 days dint get enuff slp..abt 4 hrs only..4.30am wake up..den slp in bus..b4 and after shift work..wad a tiring life..dun even haf time to get a new powder..was just complaining this to Carinna only..hais..

tml..HAIS!!!! CNY visitation and some farewell dinner la..if not aft de visitations i go town straight buy my powder plus shopping..sianded!!!! nxt week den la..AIYAH CANT!!!! i just remembered..nxt Sat i will be paying back de shift work i missed on Wed cos of bro..walao eh!! again..no time..den gotta prepare for exams le..aft attachment tad following 2 week is for exams le..sian..i nth to say le..see how la..SIAN!!!

now just hope bro can faster recover..hopefully his downPES is TEMPORARY..if permanent he cant be his RSAF pilot le..damn sad damn sad..hais!

oh btw he was already dscharged and resting at home..but he very kii-kee..meaning stubborn..he insists to go out on Sat and Sun..to church for YF n service..but mummy wants him to rest at least a few weeks until condition is more stable la..wa den quarrel..hais..just stay home la..very boring i noe..but if anything happens to u outside again how? de hand haven recover yet..one push or knock tads it la..sure gone case..everytime let pple worry..aiyohh..just finish op a few days wana go into big crowds..how to let mummy n us feel safe..a least one or two weeks la deyy!!

alrite i think i gotta find some food n go slp soon..im very tired! tml 10am nidda reach church..wa i tot can slp till at least noon lor..hais!!!!!!!!! ok good nite pple :)) hope u had a better week than me..

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